Afraid

aq srng yg amt penakut...

aq tkot gelap.. aq tkot antuu...

and plng aq tkot ialah klu aq x de kwn..

prasaan ni amt menakutkan aq...

aq tkot suatu ari nnti suma org x nk kwn ngan aq...

bunyi mcm bdk2, tp aq tkot kesunyian...

aq x nk dtinggalkn sendirian...

aq tkot one day nnti aq jdi gila... bila x de kwn...

prangai aq mmg nmpk mcm x kisah tp aq amt tkot...

skali aq ditinggalkn, ssh utk cri aq blk..

sbb aq slalu psiko diri aq sendiri...

bila dok sensorang je mesti mcm2 yg aq fikir...

bnda2 pelik mula menguasai minda aq...

aq x nk benda2 2 suma terjadi...

bila difikirkn aq mcm bdk tadika yg tkot x de kwn tp...

mmg itu yg plng aq tkot...

ditinggalkan..

Owh..

I'm getting bored of this holidays...

nothing 2 do...

got novels, but it makes me sleepy..

better not...

wanna watch tv, but no interesting program...

owh, what a life..

Alive

it's too boring nowadays...

people giving orders this and that..

what are they thinking?? i'm their servant??

every single day they will call out my name...

ordering me 2 do a lot of works... i'm tired already..

but i'm still here.. still alive.. haih..

LOST

it's been quiet a long time....

i break up with my best fren...

it's my decision... but i don't feel good 'bout it...

i know i don't hate her.. i just hate the guy she's dating with..

b'cause of him, she forget her frens...

she had just known him 4 8 months!!

she's my best fren 4 almost 4 years!

it really looks like i'm cruel, but i don't want 2 be left alone...

i just want the old her... if she break up with that guy, i promise will go on with her..

i'm totally lost in my own world that i chose..