Afraid

aq srng yg amt penakut...

aq tkot gelap.. aq tkot antuu...

and plng aq tkot ialah klu aq x de kwn..

prasaan ni amt menakutkan aq...

aq tkot suatu ari nnti suma org x nk kwn ngan aq...

bunyi mcm bdk2, tp aq tkot kesunyian...

aq x nk dtinggalkn sendirian...

aq tkot one day nnti aq jdi gila... bila x de kwn...

prangai aq mmg nmpk mcm x kisah tp aq amt tkot...

skali aq ditinggalkn, ssh utk cri aq blk..

sbb aq slalu psiko diri aq sendiri...

bila dok sensorang je mesti mcm2 yg aq fikir...

bnda2 pelik mula menguasai minda aq...

aq x nk benda2 2 suma terjadi...

bila difikirkn aq mcm bdk tadika yg tkot x de kwn tp...

mmg itu yg plng aq tkot...

ditinggalkan..

Owh..

I'm getting bored of this holidays...

nothing 2 do...

got novels, but it makes me sleepy..

better not...

wanna watch tv, but no interesting program...

owh, what a life..

Alive

it's too boring nowadays...

people giving orders this and that..

what are they thinking?? i'm their servant??

every single day they will call out my name...

ordering me 2 do a lot of works... i'm tired already..

but i'm still here.. still alive.. haih..

LOST

it's been quiet a long time....

i break up with my best fren...

it's my decision... but i don't feel good 'bout it...

i know i don't hate her.. i just hate the guy she's dating with..

b'cause of him, she forget her frens...

she had just known him 4 8 months!!

she's my best fren 4 almost 4 years!

it really looks like i'm cruel, but i don't want 2 be left alone...

i just want the old her... if she break up with that guy, i promise will go on with her..

i'm totally lost in my own world that i chose..

Hate it!!
kwn aq ni mcm dah lupa kat aq..
slalu ngan 'abg' dia yg konon baik sgt!!
I HATE HIM LA!!
stupid! damn! Shit! suck!

kwn..
apa itu kwn andai kta dia lupakn kita bila dia ada srg 'abg'...
aq kwn ngan dia berthn dah..
tp dia knl 'abg' dia 2 bru thn ni...
tp dia snggup tinggal aq demi kwn dia??
damn it larrrrrr.......
tpi aq pn bodo gak, p maafkn dia wat pa kan??
should let her brdikari selepas dtinggalkn...
tp aq p tlg bgi ceramah free kat dia...
haih..
ssh jd org baik rupanya..
aq nk jdi jht gak........

my sis, started 2 change again..

living alone is boring!!!

lost my frens, are the worst!!!

but my family still the best...

Damn!!

i am living in fear now..

but who understand me???

help me!!!

my house not safe anymore...

isk.. isk...

Fantastic!

Yeah!!
World Cup dah abis!!!
Spain Mng!!!
happy gla!!!
This is the only things make me happy..
the end of ball world!!

Worst!!

What's the worst thing in my life???

i think it's when someone stabbed my back..

pretend 2 be kind but cheat me...

that little blurr people is killing me!!!

it's life what, right??

Arghh!!!

i think everyone around me is making jokes over me!!

they just laugh and laugh without thinking about my feelings!!!

my heart broken.. not into 2, not into 4 but into millions and even trillions...

Bad

Argh!!! Feels sad cause kwn2 aq mcm x sukakn aq ja...
Aq nk pindah skolah!!!
Kalu aq pindah, aq dpt kwn bru...
tp.. Nanti sama ka kwn2 bru ngan kwn2 lama??
haih...

My fren

kawan2 aq mcm pinggirkn aq je..
ada yg ada abg angkat smpai kekdang lupa kwn...
ada yg bru jdi kwn tpi mcm x nk kwn kwn je...
prangai aq jht??
prangai aq trk ke??
betullah kta org, hidup x slalu indah...

My Life

Sometime, aq rasa sdh sngat...

Sometime, aq rasa x diperlukan...

Sometime, aq rasa dipergunakan...

Sometime, aq dipinggirkan...

Semuanya salah siapa???

Ntah la.. Maybe salah aq.

Yelah.. Aq nie membosankan. X mcm kengkwn aq..