Sakit Hati!!!

theres this guy i've been dated 4 quite sometime.. it's totally not love.. but somehow kitorang jd couple.. i hate him now.. at first theres this guy, a fren of my ex told me 'bout a girl in my ex life.. my ex said that the girl was his cousin.. as a 'generous' gf, i believe.. somehow, last saturday night, i text him (we havent text 4 a week as he's gonna take his exm). i told him gud luck 4 the exm. but i was suprise when he ask me if i had change my phone number. and of course i'd said no.. i never change the number... he ask me who am i. i told him i am his gf. he ask my name (OMG he forgot his gf's name???!!) . he guess me 'amiera'. and i was shock. iasked him how many gf he got and he said only one. i asked him who?. the he said it's the girl he called his cousin before.. OMG!!! he had been dated with someone that he had lied 2 me as his cousin. i can hardly forgive him as he's the one who asked me 2 be his gf.. he even fight with his fren 4 me.. and lastly this things happened.. i was sick of Klantan's boy.. STUPID IZZUDIN SHAHFIZ!!! somehow i dont really care cause i dont love him.. just SAKIT HATI..

Urmm..

haha.. klau ckp mesti x caya tp dah lama x brhubung ngan pakwe2 lama.. hehe.. gatal! adk aq pn dah lama x ckp ngan dia.. pelik kn? nma je adk tp.. hampeh..
aq bru je berhubungan ngan sorng mamat x ensem tp baik.. aish.. mulalah hubungan tah hapa2..
tkot dilukai beb.. argh... merapu je..

Stop!!

aq tringin nk ckp ngan dia.. nk luah prasaan kat dia.. nk gtau dia aq jeles tgk dia rapat ngan kengkwn dia yg aq x suka 2... nk gtau yg kwn2 dia pn x suka kan aq... aq nk kluar ngan dia bila stay wak2 ptg.. nk gurau senda sesama.. tapi makin lama aq rasa jauh sgt dri dia... kdg2 tertanya2 gak agak2 klau kakak aq ngan aq mntk serentak kat dia, sapa yg dia pilih??? hati aq dengan cpt mengatakan dia akn pilih kakak aq... kakak aq kn better 10000000xxx dr aq.. aq ni membosnkn dan x pndai lyn org... rasa rendah diri sgt...

Far

Dah lama x cakap ngan dia...
dia slalu kluar ngan pompuan.. aq jeles tp x penah gtau dia... klau kira btl2 dah lama aq x msj ngan dia... msng2 sbk dgn keja sndiri... aq tringin nk mesra mcm org lain tp segannya ya ampun!!! mcm mana nk wat ni??? aq nk rapat ngan dia, nk borak ngan dia... tp x penah brpeluang... tringin gak kluar sama2 tp nnti timbul skandal plk... ARGH!!!

BODOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid u!!! ari ni aq gi lthn band kat skolah dri pg snpai ptg... dpt jmpa bkl cg dri UPSI...; best.. aq dtg ngn hrpn nk mood baik je.. unfortunately, ada manusia bangtang yg suruh aq angkat balt... kusangkakan dia nk tlg la tgh2 jln 2... alih2 dia ajk kwn dia gi mnm.. nmpk aq bwk benda brt2, dia wat bodo ja!!! mcm haram tol!!!!

It's a shame...

argh!!.. aq pelik arr.. asal org still sanggup kapel blk ngan ex bf dia?? 'cinta' sgt kah dia pda jantan x guna 2?? dah dua kali jantan 2 break ngan dia but dia msh terima jantan 2 dlm hdp dia... dah la jantan 2 penah kapel ngan org yg rapat ngan dia but dia mcm x kisah... maybe pada dia, jantan 2 x salah kot.. apa pun, aq rasa dia ni mcm pepatah org melayu 'jilat ludah sendiri'... kdg2 malu gak tengok pasangan break-kapel ni... mcm x serik2 ja... lepas break, laki 2 cri pompuan lain.. lepas break ngan 'pompuan lain' 2, laki 2 cri blk dia yg tlh ditinggalkan... klau aq la... x sanggup nk trima.. kecualilah klau aq dah dewasa nanti..

Know nothing..

baru2 ni aq antar msj kt kengkwn aq... msj 2 ringkas sja... tp maksud yg aq cuba smpaikn amt mendalam... aq x thu diorang fhm atau x... tp simple je apa yg aq nk diorang fhm... aq just nk diorang thu aq x sanggup hilang kwn semata2 kerana cinta... what is love 4 14 years old teen???
4 me, it's worthless... study first la.. klau ada prasaan trhdp seseorg 2 pn, cover2 dah la... sbb pda aq, klau bercouple.. nnti mesti break... x mungkin akn thn smpai kahwin kn?? tp aq thu.. ssh bg kengkwn aq utk trima pndpt aq... they want 2 feel the life of a couple... but not me.. i dont know anything about love.. let me wait a little bit longer...